Gelora Jiwa

Assalamualaikum.. hai semua! it's been a while. busy! aq sibuk dengan program aq.. Karnival Ekspresi Unggul 2014. In Shaa Allah, kalau aq ada masa. aq akan story pasal program aq ni. then, i'm busy with my test. then, baru-baru ni aq gi Parlimen kat KL and IIM (Institut Integriti Malaysia) kat KL. i'm a bit busy. xper, tu kalau ada masa, aq akan cerita perihal aq kat sana. hari ini, aq nak cerita apa yang aq rasakan. its not like I want to open my 'aib', but more kepada nak luahkan perasaan aq. coz I have no one to share. I feel empty. My heart seems like empty. what i've done? aq lupa janji aq. aq lupa pendirian. everything! why??? Ya Allah, what I have done??? aq rasa kosong sangat sangat sangat sangat!! what should I do? aq lupa pendirian aq! the thing i want to do is dekati Allah. ya ALLAH.. macam mana aq nak cerita ye? aq buat something yang aq xpernah fikirkan, yang aq xpernah imagine. aq mahukan syurga tapi kenapa aq menjauhinya.? hati aq betul-betul xtenang. empty! kosong! serabutnya kepala aq. xpala, i need to do something. publish!